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sou "wife material" hiyori ([personal profile] killed) wrote in [community profile] badend 2021-11-15 08:33 pm (UTC)

just let them have a cute domestic life and hopefully not torment their neighbors too much

You're right. I don't have need for you, nor anyone aside from my two companions. We've already done more than generations of talent have.

[ The talented, the untalented, they were all a single entity when presented before ASUNARO's geniuses. He's undeterred by this, though it has made the outside world boring for him. Hiyori found his own enjoyment in toying with and breaking people. He found his case experiments and he turned both those with and without so-called talent alike into something more useful to the world than their worthless lives otherwise would have been.

He knows that Komaeda won't understand, and that is fine. So he leans forward with his cute, wonderful, beloved patient in his arms, deliberately pulling him out of reach of the pen and paper alike. He holds him tight to keep him from disappearing from his arms, supporting the back of his head with one hand while the other remains wrapped around his waist. ]


But I love you, Komaeda-kun. You and no one else. I've met you so many times, and each time I've only fallen more in love with you. I told you, didn't I? I'll make no apologies for my love alone.

[ He squeezes tighter for just a moment, closing his eyes as he breathes in his scent. Linens and blood, the lingering scent of the shampoo he uses, the feeling of his body which always runs so cool. Hiyori takes all off that in for just a moment more before he looses his grip, letting his arms sink down. ]

So, you should understand why I also won't apologize for wanting to help the person I love most, nor will I explain it. When I see you, my heart races, and I all at once remember why I've chosen this path. To see the person I love most find happiness and hope themselves... Yes, I can think of nothing I want more from this life.

[ Is that selfish? Perhaps, but he's used up all his talent and hopes on others already. For the sake of his own success, Hiyori allowed his talents to be utilized - by those he loved, by those he didn't, by those who could only be of use to him by acting as stepping stones. So, he thinks that by now it's only fair that he should choose to live and help those who he loves and those who he pleases. He picks the goals he wants, picks the patients he wants, and picks the love he wants.

Ahhh, he always such a romantic thinker. No wonder Komaeda sees him as so foolish. Then, before he can be rejected, he quickly adds: ]


It's alright, Komaeda-kun. I don't mind if my feelings are unrequited. You understand that by now, right? But all the same, even if you too refuse to acknowledge me, I will continue to love you with my entire being.

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