[ It takes Dazai several more seconds to realize that there's something subtly off about this conversation.
He shifts a bit, and it occurs to him once more that the person seated beside him both is and isn't his Odasaku. He's the one that Dazai remembers best. He's the one that he spent so much time with. But he is too one who he couldn't protect from all the the grief and heartbreak that the world has to offer.
The Odasaku of his world was spared that. Dazai had created a world where he would be happy. He was happy. But only in that world.
With that in mind, he dials his enthusiasm back just a bit, though the euphoria of being able to be near him won't fade anytime soon. ]
I was finally able to disarm a dud bomb? Can you believe it took this long? I've never found one before, [ Because he's protected from any and all dangers, ] So I couldn't believe my luck! I perfected my hard tofu recipe too. I wanted it to be perfect for when you tried it.
[ It's all nonsense. There's nothing of importance at all buried in there, as though no time had passed at all between that fateful day and now. There's so many more important things, so much more that he overlooks in favor of it, because none of it seems to matter. It was all for this moment, and so what else is there? ]
Oh, and you know what? I heard about an acrobat who put Nitre in his bombs to make it more exciting. I was thinking about trying it myself, but not just with nitrate. There should be more than just explosives, right? Something like liquid nitrogen would work well, don't you think?
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He shifts a bit, and it occurs to him once more that the person seated beside him both is and isn't his Odasaku. He's the one that Dazai remembers best. He's the one that he spent so much time with. But he is too one who he couldn't protect from all the the grief and heartbreak that the world has to offer.
The Odasaku of his world was spared that. Dazai had created a world where he would be happy. He was happy. But only in that world.
With that in mind, he dials his enthusiasm back just a bit, though the euphoria of being able to be near him won't fade anytime soon. ]
I was finally able to disarm a dud bomb? Can you believe it took this long? I've never found one before, [ Because he's protected from any and all dangers, ] So I couldn't believe my luck! I perfected my hard tofu recipe too. I wanted it to be perfect for when you tried it.
[ It's all nonsense. There's nothing of importance at all buried in there, as though no time had passed at all between that fateful day and now. There's so many more important things, so much more that he overlooks in favor of it, because none of it seems to matter. It was all for this moment, and so what else is there? ]
Oh, and you know what? I heard about an acrobat who put Nitre in his bombs to make it more exciting. I was thinking about trying it myself, but not just with nitrate. There should be more than just explosives, right? Something like liquid nitrogen would work well, don't you think?