[ To be rejected by him had been like a shot through the heart. It was crushing, like losing his best friend for a second time, but even that pain seems small when compared to what those words illicit. The dam inside of him breaks, all the years of struggling and yearning seeming to hit all at once.There's cracks in his expression, and for a moment Dazai looks as though he might cry.
He can't remember the last he felt so happy. He can't remember ever feeling happy at all. It makes him want to die.
He really wanted to live with him.
But it's only for a moment before those feelings come and go, and all that tension is swept away for the final time, and when his smile returns it's softer, more honest. because the world's finally settled back into place. ]
I can show you where we'll be staying... [ He thinks for a moment before adding, ] Oh, we could try decorating it together.
[ Neither of them are really suited to home decorating, but you know. It sounds like a nice idea. ]
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[ To be rejected by him had been like a shot through the heart. It was crushing, like losing his best friend for a second time, but even that pain seems small when compared to what those words illicit. The dam inside of him breaks, all the years of struggling and yearning seeming to hit all at once.There's cracks in his expression, and for a moment Dazai looks as though he might cry.
He can't remember the last he felt so happy. He can't remember ever feeling happy at all. It makes him want to die.
He really wanted to live with him.
But it's only for a moment before those feelings come and go, and all that tension is swept away for the final time, and when his smile returns it's softer, more honest. because the world's finally settled back into place. ]
I can show you where we'll be staying... [ He thinks for a moment before adding, ] Oh, we could try decorating it together.
[ Neither of them are really suited to home decorating, but you know. It sounds like a nice idea. ]