[...When Dazai mentions death, is he only talking about Oda's? or is he also talking about his own?
Oda allows Dazai the gesture, the feel and weight of his touch is so real and grounding at the moment. After hearing his question, Oda responds by trying to take Dazai's hand in his own.
He takes a deep breath, then,]
No. I'm not disappointed. [As Dazai searches him, Oda does the same right back.] Though I don't know exactly what my feelings about many things are right now.
[His gaze drops.]
But I asked to stay with you, and we've agreed to stay together. That's not something I'd walk back.
[Even if he isn't the same Dazai from his reality.]
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Oda allows Dazai the gesture, the feel and weight of his touch is so real and grounding at the moment. After hearing his question, Oda responds by trying to take Dazai's hand in his own.
He takes a deep breath, then,]
No. I'm not disappointed. [As Dazai searches him, Oda does the same right back.] Though I don't know exactly what my feelings about many things are right now.
[His gaze drops.]
But I asked to stay with you, and we've agreed to stay together. That's not something I'd walk back.
[Even if he isn't the same Dazai from his reality.]