( closed to @luck ) your turn to die: sou hiyori

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With varying vanities, from every part, they shift the moving toyshop of their heart.

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You deny me what I want.

[ However much Hiyori might hide, it's Komaeda that does him harm by denying him every day. His fingers curl, gripping the fabric of his shirt as his hand is scratched. It's uncomfortable, but he's not wiling to let go now that he's caught him. He's so childish at times like this. Hiyori's chest rises and falls as he huffs out a breath, leaning forward to kiss his cheek.

It's not as though he's doing this out of spite. He thinks about teasing him more, but he knows Komaeda's moods, and he'll really will throw a tantrum if he thinks he's being ignored. ]

I do what's best for you, always, because I love you. I brought you to the library because it's the perfect place for us... It's quiet and it's never too crowded. We can pick out books for each other, or we can read together... We can do all of that without needing to worry about your luck.

[ It's a safe place for him... Ah, he probably thinks Hiyori won't tell him later later though, doesn't he? It's like him to find a way to get out of things. ]

... But we don't have to stay. Do you want to go home?

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[ NOT it'll make him more bold, so true his hands WILL be wandering... Hiyori gives him a little squeeze before one hand moves up to brush the hair out of his face. Everything he wants is of value, even if Komaeda can't see it. He wants him. He wants to keep this one piece of the world that he's sliced off for himself. He doesn't fuck Hiyori when he wants to and blames it on a lack of hope, as if he hadn't done everything he asked, and he throws tantrums, and he loves what Hiyori hates, but even so Hiyori loves him more than any other. ]

Komaeda is more valuable than anything else in this world. Your health and happiness are all I want.

[ But hearing a story won't make him happy. It might offer validation or create a pleasant memory, but it won't cure him. He thinks about pushing his luck a little further, but he can see that his cute husband is already twisting things around to suit his purposes. It was meant to be a fun date, not a way to ensnare him. He has him trapped now though, rocking back and forth with him and smiling softly despite the obvious agitation. ]

How about this... I'll answer one question for now, and I'll tell you the rest later. What do you think? Will you forgive me then?

[ He rubs small circles on his back as he speaks. It's not telling him the entire story, but it might be enough to assure him that he doesn't plan on hiding the entire affair. Beside that, it's a way of giving him a small win now. ]